the interview that we were supposed to have got postponed to soemtime next week. so then we submitted our resume. savio wasnt happy about the whole thing. we then went to gangarams to buy poniters in C, came back home and did studying till 2.30 pm then i went to the net. nish came with me. spent an hour in the net. she spent the afternoon with shwetha and nandan. tomorrow we are going to see troy.
guess what? the interview we were supposed to have got cancelled. so i could keep my date with nish. asha was alittle pissed about the whole thing. she left to sunitha aunties house. nish and went to MG road. bought some stuff. bought her Tshirt and books by richard bach. coincidentally she also bought me the very same books i bought her. i bought asha a book and keychain. i hope she likes them. then on the way back wentot sunitha auties placee. had lunch there. it was really good being with them. met vivi. cam back home by afternoon. savio calls up to say about another interview tomorrow morning. i asked him to come over and do some studies togther. we did a little of operating system. he had to leave by 1 am. so then after leaving him here i am typing away my journal entry for the day. hey i got mym results today for 8th semster. i got 82.9% . isnt that cool .now my agregate is 75.54% overall.
a nightmare woke me up this morning. it was about some lady who was similar to jubi chechi trying to mess around between me and nish. it couldnt see the end of the dream as i was woken up by da to drop preethy at the tuition place. but since it was already late preethy decided to bunk tuitions. so that means i had woken up on a cold morning with nothing to do until ma asked me to help her rinse the clothes. then everyone left home to their respective work places leaving me to my lonliness. i downloaded a few artsy pictures from the net. then waited till it was around time to call up nish by doing nothing. went to nish's place spent time there talking to her till it was afternoon. came back home to have my lunch which consisted of chicken, rice and cutlets. dozed off for a few minutes until ma came back home all drenched from the unexpected showers. bought some wheat from the grain store and gave it to the flour mill to pulverize it into the state by which we can ,ake chapatis. and on the way i saw a rainbow. it was justy amazing as usual. then went to the net . posted my resume for ORACLE.chatted with KB and nikhil. then hemashree also came online chatted a bit with her too. after they all left i spent time reading up other peoples blog entries which seemed to be the most interesting thing to do at that moment. nish said she wont be able to make it to the internet center. then when i got back home ma reminded me to get the flour from the mill which i had forgotten completely. when i went to get it back i rememberd that manju was leaving to chennai. so i called him up and then he tells me he was at nish's place. i drop by with the container of flour. he bought nish and me a photo album where we are to put our photos together. wished him luck and then got back home. and here i am typing this entry shamelesely yawning at every given oportunity. ill load this up before i close my eyes completely. and now i get information that we have an interview at softland technologies tomorrow. ughk all my plans are gone for a waste. i guess its all for some good.
we just finished our dinner. nish and asha were here. it was nice having dinner togther. sav and manju were here too. nish and asha were here at 7.35, manju at 8.20 and savio at 9pm. im too excited at teh moment to write about what happened. it was nice all of us sittng at the table having our meal. i know one day we would all be doing it again, but at that time the relationships between us will be different and more concrete. im waiting for that day. da got confused between asha and nish. he wanted to know who nish was. preethy solved the problem. god i feel like i finished one big exam!!!! i didnt feel like this even after an exam or even during my first interview. god it is not even as scary as the tunnel we saw yesterday. ill get to that inmmededately. yesterday we all went for a trek to ramanagaram. the place where they shot the film "sholay". it was really amazing experince. it was actually supposed to be a 3 day trip which i surely wouldnt have gone for. luckily for us it was made into a 1 day trip which i could also go for. well the trek was really wonderful. every second during the trek was memeorable. it started of with a climb of the steps to temple. from the temple we found 2 paths leading us deep into the mountains. we first took the path that went to the right. we kept going until we found a rock which had the footholds and handholds carved into it. nisha and avinash were brave enough to suggesta climb up. we trsuted avinash would be able to scale it. but i was scared for nish. so everyone of us opted out of it. finally nisha too agreed with us after attempting to climb the first 2 steps. then we came downback to the temple. then we took the other path. this seemed to be a less frequesntly used path since most of the way was quickly getting covered by thick foliage. this was more of a hindrance to shwetha who seemd to be getting an attack of the alergy. on the way down. we passed through a shady spot which had alarge number of butterflies fluttering around. our trek down was frequently iunteruppted by unexpected rests which seemed to be a moralizer rather than the opposite. well we kept going down until we reached a clearing . we were standing along the preimeter of something which was similar to a fort wall. the wall gave way to a steep rock which seemed more dauting from top than from the bottom. at the end of a rock we saw a canal which seemed to run all around the mountain. we took a vote to see as to what to be done next. the choice to get into the canal was made. here again we had two options to make in terms of the direction of the canal. we chose to walk left first. the surprise didnt end there. the canal lead us straight into a tunnel. the tunnel looked inviting to us but we were warned agaisnt going there by the localites. they told us that there were bears in it. savio got us a really great picture at the entrrance. we walked in until where the light from the entrance reached. the tunnel seemd endless. we tried using the flash of the camera to determine the distance upto which the tunnel extended. the light got lost into the darkness giving us an inkling as to the depthe of the tunnel. honestly it did send chill down our spines. we turned back as soon as we could. no one was intersted of becoming desert for Mr Bear. on the way back we saw a dead snake. the other way down the canal lead to a dead end. so then we got out of the canal went to a cool spot had our lunch. half way through our lunch it started raining. since there was nowhere to go we sat there in the open got drenched along with our chapathi and lime rice. the food tasted real good. thank you aunty for the food. then by 3pm we made our way back to the van. drove back to kammanahlli. we reached our home land at around 5.30pm/ we had ice creams from "kulfi korner". walked back home. dropped savio at his home. then went to bed early. today was going to be a bigger day. im sure the adrenaline rush had reached an all time high during the dinner. a not must be made that this comparison doesnt include the encounters with nish. i think im though for today. thank you asha for the support. nish you were amazingly beautiful.
a nice day comes to its end. we had fun today . sav manju dropped in at nish's place at around noon. they were expected to be there at around 6pm actully. nish and me got teased so much. it was funny though. we had puliyogare which nish and asha made. it tasted nice with the curds. we also learnt that eggplant is same as brinjal. then at around 4 manju and sav came home with me. manju left early because he had work. sav and me watched "finding nemo". he liked the movie very much. then caled up nish. we decideed to meet in the internet center. spent an hour with her at the net cheking for mail. well by the time we came back it was 7.45pm.just as i dropped her off jeeva chechi was there. i wonder what she was thinking. she didnt make eye contact with me. nish i hope you didnt get into trouble. another good thing that happend is that both ma and da agreed to allow me to go to ramnagar for the trip this coming saturday. ma wanted asha also to come with us. but i told her asha would be busy. da told me that the place was 30km from here. he asked me to be careful while climbing mountains. im looking forward to the trip. i wonder if i will be able to see nish tomorrow. i got to take the car to the garage and get some work done.
I stare at the picture on my desktop. its such an amazing piece of art. the eyes are really wonful. i downloaded the picture this morning. i dont have the URL to it so i wont be able to put it here. it was created by H R GIGER. i downlaodedd a few pictures morning as i was waitng to nish's place. i had this ulcer on my "epiglotis" so that meant eating would be a throat wrenching experince. this resulted in me postponing my breakfast as much as possible. then went to nish'a place at around 10.30. spent the whole morning there. i reluctantly returned home at around 3 pm. had aquick lucnh and waited for ma to return from office. ahe arrived at around 4. then took a short nap for around 15 minutes. after having some tea i went to the internet center. the internet center turned out to be a blessing in disguise. since there were no computers available i had to wait. during this time i sat watching the aquarium. it was really an amazing experience watching the fish swsim about in its own miny world oblivious of it surroundings outside its own world. there were around 10 fishes int he tank. most of them seemed a little bored. the others seemed a little hungry. it reminded me of "finding nemo" since most of them were goldedd. there was one particular fish which was black in colour, which remindeed me of "GILL". well this little bugger would drift around the aquarium in sombre moood. he seemed to be disinterested in what the other fish were doing. he swwam really slow too. i guess he has finally reached that point of life where it doesnt really matter whether you eat or not. atleast he seemed like he wasnt the kind of fish that would eat and hence waste time. could you call a fish as "finish" just because he has fins. then there was this other fish which pooped a thin long strand of excreta. the strand wouldnt detach itself from the cold blooded beast. it kept following the fish where ever the sih felt it was going which was nothing more than circles. then finally the strand lost its sense of adventure and decideed to swim down towards the bottom. but instead of crash landing onto deep end of the tank it got attacked by a barbaric shoal of smaller fish. these fish who seemed uniterested until that moment were in their own world trying to catch as many air bubbles before were lost into the atmosphere. there was also this other fish that pooped in bursts in regular interval. this too seemed to be a form of delicacy to the smaller guys. i was just wondering how would the scuba suit of a fish look like. what would it use instead of oxygen. we use the liquified form of the life giving gas during our adventures. im just assuming that the fish will carry around a block of ice. it would be funny watching the fish cary around an ice cube. the next thing that i noticecd was that fish do burp. but since the burp is all water the bubbles are not seen. for example when we burp we produce a foul smelling wave of stale air. we can however not see this air beinging ventilated out of the body. similarl in the case of fishes the burp out water. i used to always wondedr as to why these stupuid fishes do not blink. thats when i came up with this theory, that fish do blink but they do it only when we blink. and they do it so fast that it looks like the sachin's fear will not affect the nation. so much for fish. my eyelids are crashing into each other. i cant stay up for long today i think.
i just read this line that insanity is contagiious. does that mean you become insane or you just act like you are insane? ok that was just the thought for the day. its ben quite sometime since ive been myself. ok so today what was the most intersting thing i did? well first of all i got some mutual bonds so that must be reason why im not supposed to say thank you. it was really funny being looking into one eye and then the other. well after that i went to the university to get the migration certificate. luckily i had da's bike to go there. well i did manage to get losta few times due to the numerous one ways we have don here. well other than that th rest of the day was very insipid. came back home at around 5 pm. then went to drop my resume with jerry's sister. she works in some software company called POIROT im not sure what that is though. then after that went to fix my neighbours watch. almost made a fool of myself but i jujst managed to save my reputation with a the truth itself. then came back home. spoke to nisha on the phone. then went to the library to return the book i had taken in march. luckily the librarian took only 3 bucks as fine. whew. its been like 3 months since ive taken the book. then i picked up Catch 22 by joseph heller. i got to finish reading nish's second book "A wind in the Door" i think ive read 50 pages of it. the predecessor of this book called "A Wrinkle in Time" was good, though i should mention it was bit kiddish. good night. ps: the mutual bond was really amazing.
let us look at life in this way. i type an entry for the journal. im half way through and suddenly i press a wrong button and i loose everything i typed. what am i supposed to do? scream at myself. most of time i wonder as to what would i have done in case evrything worked perfectly. i think i would have gone mad searching for something as silly as atwisted nail to get things wrong in my life so that io can act as calm as possible. well atleast i wont have to worry about certain things in life. for example this morning iw oke up to ma yelling at preethy for over sleeping. wasnt i sleeping too. but it was such an oxymoron. i was thinking the same thing too. why should preethy be slogging the butt opff while i be sleeping cizily in my bed. thats what pulled me out of bed. but then only when i came don did i relaize that i was a bit too late as ma had already left to church atleast half an ago. but i thought i had heard her voice down justa moment before. thats when the realization hit me like a cold bucket of ice and tea that after hearing their conversation i must have drifted off into my own world of fantasy and freedom. this freedom didnt last for long beacause almost immedetely ma appeared at the door way and drove both preethy and me to church. well church was really an unusual experience because we chose not to experience anything that the god chose for us. both of us speant the time talking about stuff. oh i alos rember teasing a few toddlers until their mother's gave me scornful stares that could only freeze an ice cream. after our enthusiastic "AMEN" at the end of mass both of got ma some mince and oil. with the help of which she was going to make us meatball (pun intently used with a bit of nonvegetarianism ) curry. when we got back home i had a surprise waiting for me. da had called up. ORACLE was in need of applications from freshers who were currently available and also skillfull in handling the tasks given to them. thats not what the advertisement said because there was no such advertisement. so then the three of us (bibin, jubin who is bibin's cousin and me) cramped ourselves in an autorickshaw and zoomed away to bannerghata road which was happens to be very close to our tavel agency (GEO CABS). but the whole journey towards the ninth planet in the farthest solar system had an anticlimatic end as the watchman in his piggish english informed us that "NO FRESHERS ALOWED. ALL FRESHERS MUST PUT THEIR RESUME IN THIS BOX AND LEAVE". wow thanks for the information pal. youve been a chum. well i suppose an alien would be more than just as a hospitable or otherwise. met da at the agency.he gave me some cash for the trip back.just as we were leaving i remembered that naveen KB lived in the neighbourhood. so i gave hima call and asked him to meet us in front of the ORACLE building which seemed like an only landmark as it was the only building under constructiuon at that moment. it was nice meeting him after such a long time. (2 weeks). the chap has got a bloddy job in wipro. good for him. atleast he will not be able to watch TV when he wants to or say run around in the rain because he will be wearing a suit to work. jeez i bet im more luckier than him in these aspects. then rode back home in our beloved autorickshaws as we call them. went and picked up a movie "the great train robbery" with sean connery in the lead. then i went to bibin's place.had lunch there even though i insisted that preethy would be alone. well i forgot to tell you that while i was jouneying acrose the multitude of galaxies ma had gone on her own journey to fight crime with the superpowers of a policestation in white field. so then i came back home watched the mosie i picked up. after the moviue i thought i would write dwon the whole experince thing. i do this because a very learned yogi from the himalays "yogi paramjadukamraj" told me that writing things you did will help in attaining nirvana. im not as gullibel as it may appear but in this case i took him for his word as he seemed so freakish. well all freaks do say the truth during times of consumation. after the movie on my way to the internet center an old man flashed me his P**** . uhg usually im not shy but in this case i felt a revulsion which seemd to spill out my guts through my mouth witha few invluntary movements by my food canal. i managed to escape from the humiliation in public because there was no one else to witness the dastardly act of self exposure. well then i did what i started doing . i started writing a journal entry and i press the "delete" button and everythihng is gone. so i decided the place was bad luck and switched to a new internet center. before that i called nish. (god!! i miss the craking knucles and other details). well i said i will call her up in at around 8. then came here started typing this entry for the journal. by the way as i was doing this i also got myself registered into blogspot www.blogspot.com. so now im currently setting up the preferences of my new blog entry journal. so ill just be back in few hours. did i mention that im supposed to call nish at around 8 today. i know i wont forget but im just thinking about it.
i wonder what is happening. everyday is passing away too fast. i wondering about my home. my ma,da and preethy. one day they will all be gone and i dont think even then i would be able to tell them how much they mean to me.
Mama, I'm Coming Home
(Ozzy Osbourne, Zakk Wylde, Lemmy Kilmister)
Times have changed and times are strange Here I come , But I ain't the same Mama, I'm Coming Home Times gone by seem to be You could have been a better friend to me Mama, I'm Coming Home Took me in and you drove me out Yeah, you had me hypnotized Lost and found and turned around By the fire in your eyes You made me cry, told me lies But, I can't stand to say goodbye Mama, I'm Coming Home I could be right, I could be wrong Hurts so bad, it's been so long Mama, I'm Coming Home Selfish love yeah we're both alone The ride before a fall But I'm gonna take this heart of stone I just got to have it all I've seen your face a hundered times Everyday we've been apart I don't care about the sunshine, yeah 'Cause Mama, Mama, I'm Coming Home I'm Coming Home You took me in and you drove me out Yeah, you had the hypnotised Lost and found and turned around By the fire in your eyes I've seen your face a hundered times Everyday we've been apart I don't care about the sunshine, yeah 'Cause Mama, Mama, I'm Coming Home I'm Coming Home
im cant help thinking of today morning. well i wish i could re-live them all over again. but then that wont be making any progress. today is really special for both of us. and it sure is not going to be fun beign thirsty for the next 4 or 5 years. but then everyday is taking a new step closer towards the horizons of life. everyday we reach a new horizon which we wanted to reach sometime back. and we got to enjoy every moemnt of it. because tomroow we will have adifferent horizon to enjoy. if we dont enjoy what we have now we sure arent going to enjoy what we are going to get tomorrow. ok i know what i wrote just now. hmm what did i do. came back home in the afternoon. i was really tired. my emotions drain my physical energy so easily. i had my lunch and then tried reading the book nisha gave me. A Wrinkle in Time by Madeleine L'Engle. i could only read 1 page after which i think i fell asleep. i was woken up by the doorbel. ma was there back from work. let her in and went back to sleep. i then woke up later in the evening at around 5.30 when preethy came back from college. i had a little dosa and then went out called up nish. she was picking up shwetha.bimped into them. said hi to shwetha. she hasnt changed much. then i went to the internet ceter. played around for sometime. why do i do this always. i updated the journal with some of the sily quizzes. i think i should stop doing that. it fills my journal with all unwanted shit. but then what do i do when i have nmothing to do. yah i could have read the book. came back home at around 8 pm. started watching casablance, then i sawa little of sweet november,then watched some songs. todays song for the day is Vaseegara from the movie Minnale. well it suits the mood my friend. thats what i did today. it jsut seems like anormal entry but today is whole lot more special. tonight im not giong to bed early. i hope to do some reading. and then maybe switch of the lights and go to bed.
i met nish again!!! well it was a surprise. she had problems with the transcripts. so she had to come online. as i was also online she sent me a message. well i went to see her there. then i walked her back home. then i again went to the net. im really fascinated by this web journal thing. no wonder im looking at it for quite some time. im writing in so many entries everyday. well im sure once i get a job i will cut down on my writing journals. i resized the photos so that i can add them in my journal. the last time i did that. it filled the whole screen and made the text messages so long that it required scrolling. now it will be good i think. preethy is a little pissed with anjali.i dont know what happened. she isnt telling. i dont think its anything specific. its everything thats been happening the last year and now. i just hope things settle down between them. preethy seemed rather low today.
guess what i saw a rainbow today. i love rainbows. while i was at chikmagalur ive seen the most amazing rainbows ever possible. it was raining while the sun was out. well thats just a scientefic reason why i saw a rainbow. i was wondering whether there are rainbows in other planets too. i know that in some of the planets it rains acid. wel if it is like that maybe the rainbow must also be of different colours then. im assuming that the acid diffracts some other frequencies of light. well if there are no rainbows in other planets then its pretty sad. hmm so today was an amazing day. spend time with nish and guys from clarence in Coffee Day at mosque road. it was nice. i had devil's own. nish had hot chocolate. after that we went to gangaram's to buy a book on C programing. nish and asha went to baldwins. i came back home. i didnt go to the unversity to get sheeja chechi's migration certificate. on the whole it was an amazing day. sometimes i wish nish wouldnt go back and we would stay here talking ,meeting. its so nice being with her, interacting with her. ill be meeting her again tomorrow. manas sent me the first comment. thanks buddy.
So let me see what did yesterday. i spoke to nisha int he afternoon. she had gone shoping. asked her if we could go out today. so today we are going out. i got to buy some books too. so that way two works in one going. i went to bibins house after that. i had to tell him what to say incase they asked him as to why he isnt going to come. watched "hum tum". the indian remake of "harry met sally". the movie was funny. saif ali khan playing his usual "charming boy " rols. it was a fun movie. came back home had dinner. i just lay down. i didnt want to sleep. the lights were on. so i never expected i would fall asleep. but then i slipped into a deep slumber which i woke up frorm many hours latter. the light was still on. i switched it off and then woke up this morning. i jujsut ironed my clothes. got to menatally prepare myself for this. its the first time both of us are actually going out. i know its going to be fun. im really excited too. :D
